Silence Thunders
A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in
settings of silver.
Prov. 25:11 NKJV
As a golden apple in a small necklace of sardius
stone, thus it is to speak a wise word.
Prov. 25:13 SAAS (LXX)
I have made a lifelong
observational study on what it is to say the right thing at the right time, in
the right way. "A word fitly
spoken" has been something of a snipe hunt. How this became such a quest seems largely
the result of contradictions. From the
womb I received, on the one hand, a sensitive nature with which, involuntarily,
I readily notice when a self-possessed wise man (or woman) moves through life
as though untouched, dispensing golden apples of peace, or of timely goading,
or of a blessed aloofness that admonishes without a word. And on the other hand, I was cursed (also
from the womb) with an inability to bring to mind appropriate words in the
moment of need. For it seems that the
time required for me to observe and understand a situation exceeds the window
of opportunity when the winning word should be dropped. Moreover, the added time required for me to
select vocabulary, syntax and emotional framing, extends me further past the
opportune time.
My quest, therefore, was
born out of frustration. See the beauty
of timely words! See the clumsiness of
my own! I wonder, is this similar to a
music lover who has no natural (and no developed) ability to sing on pitch? What must it be like to hear a sublime
melody, and then to hear the horrible mismatch of one’s own voice, despite
efforts to adjust?!
So, what have I learned? That, above all, silence matters.
The wrong way, of course,
had been my earliest default, speaking unfit words in a fit. Hearing crooked words (hurtful, false, accusing,
incendiary words) caused indignation, giving way to spewing and flailing, in
short disqualifying myself from relevance.
To be silent avoids that mistake.
But in the face of ugly words, doesn’t it also risk allowing them to
bloom into actual hurt, injustice in fact?
How then can one be silent? Who
will come to the defense if not I? Thus reason fear and uncertainty. Nevertheless, silence is often the effective
response. It must be backed by
substance, and it must be understood that he who has responded in silence is
known for an economy of words.
Economy of words. What on earth is that? How can one describe it? It can only be observed, as far as I know. Suffice it to say, words in the heat of a
moment are not timely; well placed words in the aftermath, or comments dropped
as that moment yet warms up, these are timely.
And in remaining silent between those words, one's silence must be
active, honest, meek, and above all at rest in the bigger story.
The king’s heart is in the hand of the Lord, like
the rivers of water; He turns it wherever He wishes. Prov. 21:1 NKJV
As a flow of water, so is the heart of the king in
the hand of God; wherever He wills to incline it, there he turns it. Prov. 21:1
SAAS (LXX)
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